EnjiiruHoshi

This takes me back...I haven't been on here in a long time....Not really much to say...but I just wanted to say...I miss things in my life that I know I'll never get back.  Is that messed up? I think it's messed up, because I'm not getting them back to why do I miss those things and those people.  They are never coming back so....why? I like things in my life now, but I still wish...that I had those things in my life.  It would feel more happy or something along those lines...I don't know. I'm messed up.

So, my dad and I don't see eye to eye a lot of the time. He wants to be kept in the loop, but when I do, I usually regret the decision, and when I don't I also regret it. And every time he lectures me, some where in it he will ask "do you care", and I do care, so I say "yes", but then he gives me this look that flat out says 'yeah right'. And this keeps happening all the time.  How the hell are you suppose to show someone you care, when half the time it's just small things. I try talking but I usually get interrupted by him. Seriously, it bugs me and I'm getting tired of it.  Anything advice would help.

So in high school, you learn about calculus, English, biology, art, gym...but what we really learn is to survive the land mine people put around us. My high school years have been full of fun and good memories, but there is a big share of crappy and bad memories. There are things that I would like to do over, mistakes that I would like to fix, and scars that should not have been made. Although my high school year isn't over, I have been thinking about the past 4 years and come to my own conclusion about high school. It's not only about learning the subjects that will get us into the 'real world', but about surviving about the obstacles that w